Okay, In another post, i told of this gr8 score and so on..
well, my b-in law brought some stuff over that he said he bought off this mexican dude he works with.. well, I tried it that night and I only took like two hits off it in my pipe, and the hi^ was decent and It put me to sleep after a few hours of flyin, but, the next morning when I woke up, i puked my guts amd couldnt bring myself to smoke anymore of his shit and just gave it back since it was close to an O..so he could get his cash back and so on by selling it to someone and so on..
Question:
I just got a really good contac and his stuff is clean and kronic grade IMO. He grows his own and smokes for the same reason I do, physical pain/disability. Hes been growing for years now and has strained his shit to a very decent bud. He doesnt normally sell, as he isnt a dealer, so, ya get the picture i hope.
The only problem is.., every time I think to light up now, my stomach tightens up & gets a little queasy and I either have to force a few tokes or turn down the idea of blazing all together. I know its all sub conscious and so on, but, will it ever go away??
I love blazing and it helps me cope with my disability and so on, so, its sort of a delima atm
I would love to use a bong, but, with me having kids, that was shot down months ago so ..
Any suggestions or ideas would be very helpful at this point as I do not wish to be turned off to this gr8weed.
Thanks in advance!
