my future

toothpaste · 05-06-2008, 08:06 PM

my house will be a middle class house in a middle class neighborhood full of identical looking middle class houses. i will have a dog and a pool. i will live their with my wife who after years of marriage no longer loves me. i will have met her after moving to a new town to attend college. i will decide to act like someone im not wen i start over in this new town wich will attract my wife to me. after the initial excitement of the marriage wears off she will discover who i truly am and feel cheated and lied to. this will lead to her hatred of me. we will begin to sleep apart and rarely talk except for small talk over breakfast. i will resort to masturbation. i will go every day to a monotonous office job wich i hate. it will feel like im reliving the same day over and over again. this will cause me to have severe depression. me and my wife will have children who will grow up to not respect me and not be able to relate to me. they will grow up and move out. i will grow old and think about my youth often. those days wen i was with my friends and went to school and i was happy and carefree with my whole life ahead of me and endless possibilities at my fingertips. was that the same lifetime? i will become nostalgic and take out photos of my childhood. looking at pictures of my old friends i will wonder whatever happened to them. did they become a doctor or writer like they wanted to? no, they are probably in their middle class house looking at pictures wondering the same thing about me. life will go on. the only joy i can get out of life anymore is listening to music. i will spend nights with my old cds in the stereo and i will think of happier times untill my wife forces me to turn it off so she can sleep. i will grow old and senile and hate myself for wasting my life. i will die in the same house and leave the same wife alone. the world will be no different.

thaLtDB27 · 05-06-2008, 08:11 PM

mind blown.....

shadywagon · 05-06-2008, 08:22 PM

depressing...

thaLtDB27 · 05-06-2008, 08:28 PM

thats rob....
put a smile on man

toothpaste · 05-06-2008, 08:31 PM

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Originally Posted by shadywagon511

depressing...

depressing but true. its strange that noone thinks their gonna end up in that position, but they all do. i mean look around. its like getting married everyone says their not gonna get married wen their young but sure enough they do. they think they have to because of our society. it sets a basic blueprint of what someones life should be and since noone knows wat to do they follow it.

anyway thats basically my current state of mind. i hope it provokes some thought for some of you members who are still young like me with ur life ahead of u. go out there and do the things you wanna do and live it up or one day ull look back and realize uve wasted ur life and become just like ur parents and everyone else and ur life is already mostly behind you. its liek the song time by pink floyd mang.

BobNarley · 05-06-2008, 11:18 PM

You know i just dont know what to say after reading that. one word----Theripy
peace all

MuNk3y · 05-07-2008, 12:32 AM

Everyone used to ask me and even still ask me what I want to be when I grow up. My answer is that I dont have to. Dont let this society mold you into what it wants you to be, mold society into what you want it to be.

shadywagon · 05-07-2008, 06:13 AM

You still have every choice. You can't say my life is going to be this way and then say it's inevitable. It's inevitable in your eyes because thats the only path you have set for yourself. Open your eyes and open your mind.

stumpyjim · 05-07-2008, 07:21 AM

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Originally Posted by toothpaste

my house will be a middle class house in a middle class neighborhood full of identical looking middle class houses. i will have a dog and a pool. i will live their with my wife who after years of marriage no longer loves me. i will have met her after moving to a new town to attend college. i will decide to act like someone im not wen i start over in this new town wich will attract my wife to me. after the initial excitement of the marriage wears off she will discover who i truly am and feel cheated and lied to. this will lead to her hatred of me. we will begin to sleep apart and rarely talk except for small talk over breakfast. i will resort to masturbation. i will go every day to a monotonous office job wich i hate. it will feel like im reliving the same day over and over again. this will cause me to have severe depression. me and my wife will have children who will grow up to not respect me and not be able to relate to me. they will grow up and move out. i will grow old and think about my youth often. those days wen i was with my friends and went to school and i was happy and carefree with my whole life ahead of me and endless possibilities at my fingertips. was that the same lifetime? i will become nostalgic and take out photos of my childhood. looking at pictures of my old friends i will wonder whatever happened to them. did they become a doctor or writer like they wanted to? no, they are probably in their middle class house looking at pictures wondering the same thing about me. life will go on. the only joy i can get out of life anymore is listening to music. i will spend nights with my old cds in the stereo and i will think of happier times untill my wife forces me to turn it off so she can sleep. i will grow old and senile and hate myself for wasting my life. i will die in the same house and leave the same wife alone. the world will be no different.

Ok here is the solution. Get a low class house in a lower class neighborhood, you will save money since you have a middle class income. Keep the dog for protection I suggest a pitbull of some sorts. Don't get married in the first place. Stay single and just have some "close" friends that you can count on when you need some lovin. If you want children than adopt one or so. There are tons of orphans that need a person to love them and someone they can love back. After your kid that you adopt moves out on his or her own then you sell your house and all your belonging and buy a good tent and stuff this way you can travel the country seeing other people live their middle class lives while you are free and can do anything at anytime. Now this is very important just remember to keep a good stash of smoke with you at all times.

BobNarley · 05-07-2008, 09:51 AM

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Originally Posted by shadywagon511

You still have every choice. You can't say my life is going to be this way and then say it's inevitable. It's inevitable in your eyes because thats the only path you have set for yourself. Open your eyes and open your mind.

Hahaha, i wrote something like this but relized i sounded like an ol fart. so i dident post it. glad someone did.

toothpaste · 05-07-2008, 09:38 PM

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Originally Posted by shadywagon511

You still have every choice. You can't say my life is going to be this way and then say it's inevitable. It's inevitable in your eyes because thats the only path you have set for yourself. Open your eyes and open your mind.

what else can a person do? i wish i could do some "on the road" by jack karuac type shit but you cant realistically live like that anymore. i dont wanna sound like a depressed pessimistic kid, cuz im actually the opposite its just that latley ive become obsessed with trying not to let my time slip by. i have a tendency to think way too far into things.

wem511 · 05-08-2008, 09:01 AM

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Originally Posted by toothpaste

what else can a person do? i wish i could do some "on the road" by jack karuac type shit but you cant realistically live like that anymore. i dont wanna sound like a depressed pessimistic kid, cuz im actually the opposite its just that latley ive become obsessed with trying not to let my time slip by. i have a tendency to think way too far into things.

Sounds like me and you are big on OCDin on stuff. gets to me sometimes too.

toothpaste · 05-08-2008, 07:28 PM

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Originally Posted by wem511

Sounds like me and you are big on OCDin on stuff. gets to me sometimes too.

yeah man its part of the reason i blaze. its good to be able to relax sometimes.

thaLtDB27 · 05-08-2008, 08:13 PM

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Originally Posted by toothpaste

i have a tendency to think way too far into things.

Quote:

Originally Posted by wem511

Sounds like me and you are big on OCDin on stuff. gets to me sometimes too.

happens to the best of us...lol

05-06-2008, 08:06 PM	#1 (permalink)
toothpaste Join Date: May 2008 Posts: 33 gRamz: 2,443 Danks: 0 Danked 0 Times in 0 Posts Nominated 0 Times in 0 Posts TOTW/F/M Award(s): 0	my future my house will be a middle class house in a middle class neighborhood full of identical looking middle class houses. i will have a dog and a pool. i will live their with my wife who after years of marriage no longer loves me. i will have met her after moving to a new town to attend college. i will decide to act like someone im not wen i start over in this new town wich will attract my wife to me. after the initial excitement of the marriage wears off she will discover who i truly am and feel cheated and lied to. this will lead to her hatred of me. we will begin to sleep apart and rarely talk except for small talk over breakfast. i will resort to masturbation. i will go every day to a monotonous office job wich i hate. it will feel like im reliving the same day over and over again. this will cause me to have severe depression. me and my wife will have children who will grow up to not respect me and not be able to relate to me. they will grow up and move out. i will grow old and think about my youth often. those days wen i was with my friends and went to school and i was happy and carefree with my whole life ahead of me and endless possibilities at my fingertips. was that the same lifetime? i will become nostalgic and take out photos of my childhood. looking at pictures of my old friends i will wonder whatever happened to them. did they become a doctor or writer like they wanted to? no, they are probably in their middle class house looking at pictures wondering the same thing about me. life will go on. the only joy i can get out of life anymore is listening to music. i will spend nights with my old cds in the stereo and i will think of happier times untill my wife forces me to turn it off so she can sleep. i will grow old and senile and hate myself for wasting my life. i will die in the same house and leave the same wife alone. the world will be no different.

05-06-2008, 08:11 PM	#2 (permalink)
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thaLtDB27 My Mood: Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Scruffick..... Posts: 149 gRamz: 3,789 Danks: 2 Danked 3 Times in 3 Posts Nominated 0 Times in 0 Posts TOTW/F/M Award(s): 0	Re: my future thats rob.... put a smile on man
	"You are down on your knees, begging me for more" "The road I walk is paved in gold, to glorify my platinum soul I am the closest thing to God so worship me and never stop" "anyway you want to anyway you've got to love, love me" Coined by a man selling beer and dildos "GET DRUNK AND FUCK YOURSELF" "dont be sorry, be silly"

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BobNarley My Mood: Join Date: May 2007 Location: Mojove Desert-Southern California Posts: 530 gRamz: 13,298 Danks: 26 Danked 17 Times in 14 Posts	Re: my future You know i just dont know what to say after reading that. one word----Theripy peace all
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MuNk3y My Mood: Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: 806 durt citty west texas Posts: 84 gRamz: 2,010 Danks: 0 Danked 1 Time in 1 Post Nominated 0 Times in 0 Posts TOTW/F/M Award(s): 0	Re: my future Everyone used to ask me and even still ask me what I want to be when I grow up. My answer is that I dont have to. Dont let this society mold you into what it wants you to be, mold society into what you want it to be.
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05-07-2008, 06:13 AM	#8 (permalink)
shadywagon My Mood: Join Date: Mar 2008 Gender: Location: NY Posts: 1,047 gRamz: 23,992 Danks: 13 Danked 36 Times in 30 Posts Nominated 0 Times in 0 Posts TOTW/F/M Award(s): 0	Re: my future You still have every choice. You can't say my life is going to be this way and then say it's inevitable. It's inevitable in your eyes because thats the only path you have set for yourself. Open your eyes and open your mind.
	Think for yourself. Question authority. Blaze On - Shadith Wagonai

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